Fitz and the Dizzyspells

I don't want to feel dependent on anyone, I want nothing to do with eighty percent of the people in my life. I want to pack up my things and move to the city, I want to be done with all the pettiness this place has to offer. I have spent so much time tip-toeing around people and walking on egg shells for the sake of their (in)sanity. It kills me that I wasted so much time on people the never deserved to be my friend in the first place. I can't wait for what tomorrow has to bring. I am so happy to wake up without this overwhelming feeling of other peoples' problems in my head. We had a good go, but it's not me it's you.

Never meant

I'm writing to be honest and because I am anxious and excited. This year is all about risking it and stepping out of my boundaries and it's pretty safe to say that I am doing just that. I can't wait for the road trip on a whim I'm going on with Julie, who knows maybe we'll end up in Mass., maybe in Rhode Island or maybe well just get lost and laugh a lot. I am really trying to have a good year and not let anything or anyone get in the way of that. I plan on taking thousands of pictures, a few dozen rolls of film and just living and breathing happiness. I love American Football and I can't stop listening to Never Meant. I love fall, god I love waking up to these cold mornings, I love swim practice and I love running at night. Despite the utter bullshit that has been going, it really isn't bringing me down, it doesn't even make a difference. I just don't give a fuck about any of it, because no good deed goes unpunished.


"I just think its best
Because you cant miss what you forget

So let's just pretend
Everything and
Anything, between you and me
Was never meant

Was Never Meant"