A peculiar thing love does for people

Eyes hang low, I shift from one foot to another.
A foot in my mouth.
You can't hold someone's love for another against them.
But I will always hold your actions against you, you are accountable. You have to be.
My eyes fill up and I turn away I let it go
She says she can't do it anymore and that it doesn't matter she has no purpose
I try to reason, there is nothing.
I say sometimes you do things to benefit others and not yourself, that it's a good thing.

Our lips are sealed

My eyes roll back in my head they are glazed over and I am looking straight up at you. I have always had a fear of looking people directly in the eye. I avoid it, but last night I couldn't take my eyes off of you. With your arm pulling my sore ribs in closer, closer to you. We watched D. Darko and I commented about paranoia schizophrenia and my own paranoia. You know just how to shut up me up with a kiss on my lips that trails to the back of my ear down to my collarbone past my neck. I contort and twist. Underneath you I am warm, my head tipped back, you run your hands down the front of my chest. Your fingers sink into my spine and this is just the beginning, we are only kissing. You have the softest mouth and I can not detach myself from it. My hands in your hair, your mandibles sketch designs all over my back and skull. I'm sinking slowly and I do not care. I am yours, I have always been yours. My hair is wild, curls cascading down my back and I don't care. Your breathing in my ear I can barely control myself tonight. Not yet, not yet. Let me show you what I'm capable of, I can give you something to miss.