I've got you, I've got you

It's good to be in love, and that is really just so true.

It has been beautiful out

Sweater weather; my favorite.

Everything just feels too good, half the time I expect my house of cards to just tumble over

But it hasn't...

...(yet)

And honestly I hope it doesn't. I am no longer haunted by the ghosts of what I could have been or who I could have been with. I feel light and occasionally, simple. Laughing comes easy and despite the ever changing status of my home life, I've got you. And at times I feel weird or guilty for putting all this weight on you or into us rather, but it makes no difference. I have finally escaped my own thoughts, I can go to sleep and not hear a thousand little thoughts hovering above me. This weekend is going to be so nice, I can't wait to go hiking with you and your friends tomorrow. I just want to stay outside in this weather for as long as possible.

the fixer

"So leave out the others baby
And say I'm the only one
Cut out the uniforms and settle with the sun
Hey I want you to know
Cos I wanna know
And it's a strange condition
And life in prison
It's got me outta my head
And I don't know what I came for..."

Last night I heard you whispering it in your sleep, I think you feel it too.
How is it possible that I can miss you already?

Ideal.

I like driving with you in the pouring rain, my head on your shoulder and rushing home just to fall asleep next to you. I like when you wake me up at four in the morning just to tell me something you thought I'd laugh at, and to freckle my face with kisses. I like falling back into your couch to drink warm apple cider
and watching movies with you.

I like that you always reach for my hand first.

I'm just so happy right now, there are no mind games, there is no wondering, there is no waiting around. I like just laying next to you in bed, with the curtains drawn low. I feel like I can finally just let go and not have to analyze so much because for once there is nothing to analyze. We are we are when we are together and that is more than enough.

at the time I thought it was for your own good but it was just for my own mind

"Cause when it's good
it's really good
But when it's bad
well, you know how it goes
'Cause we are alone
when we are together
We're each inside our own heads
we can be like this for hours
And we can be good, yeah
if we want to be good
If we try, I know that we can be good" Via Audio - We Can Be Good

This feeling, this feeling of feeling so much at one time is what I've been trying to get back to for over 2 years, this is what I want.







I'm always staring at your smile.