Saturday, April 19, 2008

Remember how her eyes would shine, They made you come home on time


It's weird I'm not exactly certain what the similarity is between you and that actor, vaguely looks,voice certainly, mannerisms hardly. But every time I watch him I just want to kiss your face.
I miss our rides to the Notch we'd run around the vacant lots, sand in my toes your hands in my hair, climbing up to the lifeguard chairs just to watch the waves crash, just to watch the sun rise. Sometimes we'd entangle on an old blanket watching for shooting stars, completely happy being cliche, I would have to shake out the sand for weeks. Our first party, the first time you introduced me as your girlfriend, I choked on my drink. I remember the night over a year ago when we rekindled our friendship your eyes lit up and we danced to the most assorted mix. And then I fought, for weeks I did so that this would work so that I... Anyway I don't even know how I got here.
"You disappeared off the face of the Earth Britt, I miss you. It's been months now."

I desperately need to develop film.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Only love is all maroon gluey feathers on a flume sky is womb and she is the moon.



I miss everything about the first time I was there. I'm more than glad Summer is approaching. Spring is here and I just want to ride my bike with someone. Lately I've felt more alone than ever being blind sighted by inner battles. Burying everything Alive like my favorite book of poems. I'm going to start throwing myself into art even more so than before.