Friday, March 19, 2010

I've got you, I've got you


It's good to be in love, and that is really just so true.

It has been beautiful out

Sweater weather; my favorite.

Everything just feels too good, half the time I expect my house of cards to just tumble over

But it hasn't...




...(yet)


And honestly I hope it doesn't. I am no longer haunted by the ghosts of what I could have been or who I could have been with. I feel light and occasionally, simple. Laughing comes easy and despite the ever changing status of my home life, I've got you. And at times I feel weird or guilty for putting all this weight on you or into us rather, but it makes no difference. I have finally escaped my own thoughts, I can go to sleep and not hear a thousand little thoughts hovering above me. This weekend is going to be so nice, I can't wait to go hiking with you and your friends tomorrow. I just want to stay outside in this weather for as long as possible.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Swing my heartache

I miss you to the point where my heart aches, it physically hurts. But, when you come home after a week, to me it is like nothing else. You kiss the bridge of my nose over and over, you kiss my cheeks. And I can close my eyes, I can roll over only to find your hand searching for mine. I know I just saw you yesterday, but I miss you already. We always have so little time, for spring break let's take a staycation. Let's just stay right here.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Spring fevah

I am in such a good mood right now I feel as if I am floating. The sun is shining and it is warm on my back. It truly is such a beautiful day out, I want spring and bright colors. I want the sun.
Seeing Liz always puts things into perspective for me it's as if no time has passed and we get completely caught up about everything. Truthfully there is no where else I'd rather be than with a camera slung around my neck, a coffee in hand and a best friend walking beside me. Life is really good right now, I am very optimistic and looking forward to next weekend already, Saturday in particular. I am spending the day with my mum and I am really looking forward to it just being us.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Sore Ribs

"Love pull your sore ribs in
I will pull your tangles out
in the back of your car I feel like
I have traveled nowhere
what will bring me home
what will make me stay, stay
what will bring me home" Not Tonight - Tegan and Sara


I will hold you tight until the morning light floods in
I will kiss away all that hurts you
I will take away all that consumes
I just want you better, please feel better
I don't want to see your tired eyes, where are your bedroom eyes?