I've got you, I've got you

It's good to be in love, and that is really just so true.

It has been beautiful out

Sweater weather; my favorite.

Everything just feels too good, half the time I expect my house of cards to just tumble over

But it hasn't...

...(yet)

And honestly I hope it doesn't. I am no longer haunted by the ghosts of what I could have been or who I could have been with. I feel light and occasionally, simple. Laughing comes easy and despite the ever changing status of my home life, I've got you. And at times I feel weird or guilty for putting all this weight on you or into us rather, but it makes no difference. I have finally escaped my own thoughts, I can go to sleep and not hear a thousand little thoughts hovering above me. This weekend is going to be so nice, I can't wait to go hiking with you and your friends tomorrow. I just want to stay outside in this weather for as long as possible.

Summer's Past

It's really weird hearing from you again just because well how things took that unfortunate turn. I didn't know who's side to be on, but I really was on yours. However, blood is thicker than water and I didn't have much of a choice to stop being your friend. I know that you didn't mean to do what you did on purpose, things just got out of hand so fast. I thought it was hysterical most of the night until the end. I sincerely hope you are doing well, I have no hard feelings towards you what so ever and I don't think I ever did. You really are an intelligent, nice and hilarious person with even more hilarious friends. I just thought that things would turn out different. I thought that when you came home it would smell like summer again. I thought that when you came home we could si in your back yard and talk about the stars just one more time.

Dinosaurs died quite awhile ago

I just like you. That's it, it doesn't need to be anymore complicated than that. I want to see you on Friday and go to that concert with you on Monday. I don't mind helping you write papers, or taking pictures of you in a studio, or trying to find decent coffee after all the shops have closed. I like driving with you, I like talking with you and I like making mixes for you. I think it's funny when we go to terrible 24-hour diners and I like when we just drive for hours in your car or when you tell me all your secrets on abandoned overpasses. And I don't care that you have commitment issues or that you're a little weird like me. I don't want to be in a relationship with you, because quite frankly I don't care. Just being with you is enough, that's all I want is just to spend a little time with your familiar face.