Summer's Past

It's really weird hearing from you again just because well how things took that unfortunate turn. I didn't know who's side to be on, but I really was on yours. However, blood is thicker than water and I didn't have much of a choice to stop being your friend. I know that you didn't mean to do what you did on purpose, things just got out of hand so fast. I thought it was hysterical most of the night until the end. I sincerely hope you are doing well, I have no hard feelings towards you what so ever and I don't think I ever did. You really are an intelligent, nice and hilarious person with even more hilarious friends. I just thought that things would turn out different. I thought that when you came home it would smell like summer again. I thought that when you came home we could si in your back yard and talk about the stars just one more time.

moth's wings

Yesterday was a good day, woke up, picked him up and drove all over Connecticut. It was so beautiful out so I rescheduled my college tours and went apple picking instead. Went to lunch with him and it was awkward, so we went somewhere else and it was just nice to talk. I don't know it's just feels good to be able to relate so much to and see myself so easily in someone else' shoes. Went looking for books and literally ran right into someone. I grabbed his hand and made my way out, there was just too much irony to deal with in one day. I honestly, wouldn't have believed it if it didn't happen to me, but it what it is. I love fall, I like taking pictures of you and bringing you to have traditional Italian desserts and espresso. I like being lame, and laughing and smiling and just generally feeling like I'm floating two inches off the ground.