With or without you

There is no easy way to say what I am going to say. It is next to impossible to find someone that you can change and evolve with at the same if not a very similar pace. You are incredibly lucky if you can find someone who can deal with what you bring to the table. I feel like there is so much weight off my shoulders, I can finally do half the things I have been talking about. It is an amazing feeling to be free of any worries, without my wings tied behind my back. I know last night I sounded affected, but the more I got to thinking about it all and the more I talked about it with my best friend I realized this is not as bad as it seems, it's actually a very positive thing. So I hung up the phone with you, called my best friend back and we laughed, we reminisced, and made a list of pro's and con's. I told her about my theory that I knew exactly where my life was going if I stayed with you, but without you there are so many possibilities.

I think I am going to be just fine without you.