I remember those years they're hard not to and all the things you wrote then, I know them word by word

Impossible, your love is something I can't remember. I literally just choked on my breath. My mind is discombobulated, that's the only word that comes to mind at all. I 'm paranoid I'm living in my head. I'm supposed to be analyzing everyone like this, not myself.

And I do remember sleeping in your house, on the floor,
With the dust in my eye.

I'm moving backwards, all the little hands are rewinding, practically warping moving so fast. I'm probably making a huge mistake, but I'm really sitting here trying to debate the pros and cons. I want to, I want to see that factory you told me about. I lied, I am lying through my teeth, I know you see it.


I will not sleep tonight, at all.

I miss Gingers.