You say that we are the best thing

"You, you still have all the answers

and you, you still have them too
and we, we live half in the day time
and we, we live half at night
Watch things on VCR's, with me and talk about big love
I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing"
The Xx - VCR

I just love you.

When nothing else makes sense

It is an oddly wonderful feeling to have
so much to lose.

I'm just so happy right now, there are no mind games, there is no wondering, there is no waiting around. I like just laying next to you in bed, with the curtains drawn low. I feel like I can finally just let go and not have to analyze so much because for once there is nothing to analyze. We are we are when we are together and that is more than enough.

It's weird that these really are the very last days of summer and they just keep getting better and crazier. I spent the whole day floating down a river, running into rapids and laughing with friends. I've got some battle scars and I got a more than decent tan. We danced, we sang, she cried and I fell in love with summer all over again. It is bitter sweet because I've made a lot of new friends this summer and I want to just keep spending all my time outside and surrounded by them all. Tomorrow all of us are going to Misquamicut beach for our last get together before we all go our separate ways. Honestly, despite everything I am happier than ever.



let this be our little secret
no one needs to know were feeling
higher and higher and higher
but i feel alive and i feel it in me
up and up i keep on climbing
higher and higher and higher

This seems all too familiar, but at the same time it really is someone else, a different time and a better place.
We sat in your hide away watching each others' faces and the lights of the candles flickering.
Smoking, and talking.
I watched you watching me, laughing around each bend and turn, faster and faster.
And you've got lips I could spend a day with.

I am happy to hear your voice.
Happier still, when I see your face.
I don't need any riddles, metaphors or syntax.
This is essentially who we are, just blood, bones and social routines.

"the thin skin
thick skulls
and awkward knees
each one unique by
fractions of an inch" - Owen