Monday, October 12, 2009

Yes I am guilty of this you should know this

I honestly think I am looking for every excuse no matter how minuscule to just let myself not feel something again. Which in turn scares me twice as much as the original situation because I don't want to be so nervous and looking back on the past that I miss all the good right in front of me. I never want to be that person that is so stuck in everything that's already happened, that they forget to live.

I guess I'm just going to have to trust you.

1 comment:

Julie Giulietti said...

It's kinda late right now and I'm just sitting in the dark being creepy as usual, but I miss my best friend. Things are different now and I miss you so much. Honestly you are the one person who never judges me whom I can literally tell anything to. When I went to boston with my mom this weekend it actually went over really well, and we talked a lot and I had a good time. Emmanuel is having an open house this saturday so i'm going back up to boston with my mom though, but you're welcome to come with me. hopefully youll find this ahaha i like commenting on blogspot though facespace is annoying. but seriously i miss you and ill hopefully see you tuesday in the ghetto fab mobile ;* loveeeee yooouu :,(